The desire of missing you | Poetry

Phase: Today is the day I buried my love, and she became ash. Today is the day I last saw her. I am not here at this moment, I am just lost.

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Broken heart and broken me
The floor is moving, beneath my feet
The struggle of an empty mind and shaking hands
I am missing you in silence and keep staring at the fan.

There was a time when I was begging you to stay
Now, this is too much to bear, Let me go away
My desire to meet you, to keep you safe
is now killing me softly and pushing me far far away.

There was a time when we used to talk to each other
We keep fighting for small things, but we love one other
I still love you, I hope you don't want me to see suffer
So forget about me and my thoughts
Because I miss you as I keep missing you forever.

With all of those swearing words
We make a bow together
It is now killing me, turning to curse
All those moments we spend together
It is now asking me to return its favour
All those love songs we listen together
Now It is too noisy and turns dark forever.

All this time, I had a desire for you
In my mind I wanted you to leave me
But in reality, You stuck to my mind
You stuck to me forever, Yes, I still miss you
Like I stuck with you, I have to live without you.

By- Nalayak Sharma